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Monday, December 01, 2008

	incase anyone is thinking of getting me an xmas present, but dunno what to give me. here's a hint. tehehee heheheheheeh
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Friday, November 14, 2008

	colors i'm thinking for my hair this is my original hair color and here are the color choices natural brown this is a bitter brown golden brownish blonde rich brown this is milk tea color and this is carmel brown blondish brown which is best?
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Friday, August 01, 2008

i hate it there.

i'm never going back

theres no air to breathe, theres no room to stretch. just suffocating.

all i can do is just stand there and fake a smile and not anyone know what i'm thinking.

theres no room for things that are different and something called "being yourself"

anywayz.....

i dont use xanga much now a days because i dont have anything to say that i want to share with people. its not that i dont have anything to say, but i just dont want to share it with people anymore because now adays people are parting ways and i'm starting to talk less and less with people. it reminds me back during the time of elementary school and middle school. i would just keep to myself because people came and went. so whats the point?

and i've told myself before to not get too attatched because eventually people will distance themselves and i'll be sad. but i never cease to listen to my own advice. i find it better if i just keep my thoughts to myself and my walls. theres no point in sharing things and becoming attatched with people who are going to leave anywayz.

its better if things returned to the way things were like before...

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Monday, May 05, 2008

... wow its been a while since i've been on xanga... alot has happened.. alot of thinking has occured.....

when i think of april... i no longer think " its finally spring" any more...i think about that fateful day when i no longer made fun of funeral homes or cemeteries.. when i hear people say " someone kill me" i tell them " dont say that.."

i still await for someone to jump out and tell me " SYCHEEEEEE!! IT WAS A JOKE!"

when i think about him not coming back... like i'll never see him again.... i fell fresh tears welled up inside pour out... just thinking about that makes it feel impossible... it feels like he's still here... but... its a lie... i feel cold... when even i lay next to my puppy in bed and its 80 degrees in my room, it still feels so cold inside... i havent gone a day with out thinking about it... but i want to make him proud and let him know he still gives me strength even tho he's not next to me anymore.. but i cant help to sometimes hear his voice calling out " CHING YEE!!" and laughing like we use to...

sometimes i wish i could still see... just to see him if he's still around... but i know that if i did, i would never beable to let go.. and that would make him sad.

OKAY ON A HAPPIER NOTE!

on that friday that began vaca was winona's birthday party, but bella and i had to arrive late cuz my bro had to go to a doc appointment.. we sat in the car with Fatty cuz we didnt wanna be in a stuffy building. as we sat there there was this lady with her mother, a daughter and son, and a baby coming out. the lady is yelling at her family and everything. bella and i dont move... hoping that they'd notice us and stop yelling at eachother.. but they didnt. then the lady yells GET YOUR ASS IN THE TRUCK!!!
Bella and my expression is 0_0!!!! and we slowly slide down into the seat so they wouldnt see us and we just lay there. then the lady says, "where the hell are my keys!!??!!" and her mother said " are you sure they arent on you?" and she said " of course not!" and the daughter who's prob 8 said "we cant drive without them" or something. and the lady goes " NO SHIT!" and bella and i go " ohhh..." quietly. and she continues to verbally abuse the family when suddenly she says " BE QUIET! I DONT NEED ALL THIS SHIT! I HAVE A NEW BABY I DONT NEED ALL YOU !"
then more screaming and they eventually drive off really quick which was ridiculous becuz it was a VERY small parking lot. when they leave bella and i sit up and go "w...t.....f.... i cannot believe i just witnessed that..."

yeah....

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

Stole this from bella XD

1. Do you like anyone?
Nope

2. Does anyone like you?
I dunno lol. i know there is this one really creepy guy that likes me... creepy..

3. Are you a player?
lol no i'm not a player, people would probably think i am by my LOUD ASS personality. but no i'm not a player lol i'm loyal to those i respect

4. Would you get back together with any of your current exes?
i dont have any exes hahaahahahahahaha

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
no, the only people i've ever kissed are my mom, dad, uncle, and grand pa lol

6.Do you want a valentine.?

not really... cuz then i'll feel obliged to get that person a valentine.. if i know who its from

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
.. probably group ones, cuz at the start it would be awkward

9. Would you kiss light or makeout sessions?
COOTIES!! EWWW!!!

10. Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie?

I dont even give my mom a hug.. what makes you think i'll cuddle?

11. Any plans for valentines day ?
house break my puppy lol

12. What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
chocolate, cuz they can stuff their faces with the chocolate and mope over the guy that they liked that didnt like them back lol

13. For a guy?
iono..... stripper club coupons???

14. Are you single or taken?

i am single.. unless you count my puppy XD

15. Do you get gifts for the one you love/like?

not unless they give me one... mostly no lol

16. Have you ever gotten a present on Valentines Day?

yeah...

17. Which would you prefer for a Valentines Day gift: chocolate or flowers?

chocolate, SUGAR RUSH!! plus flowers give my family allergies AND i have suspicion that the person who gave them to me implanted a camera in them...

18. Who do you plan to be your valentine?

my valentine??? its my puppy Fatty XD

19. Do you have a party on Valentines Day?

no cuz then all i'll see are all these couples freakin eating eachothers faces off

20. Do you think this years Valentines Day will be the best or worst?
its the same lol

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